Week 6- I hate my job

I dont have a job right now but if i had to clean my room for 50 more years, i might just go crazy. It seems that all adults have clean rooms though, so maybe i wouldnt be cleaning it all the time. Im just lazy though so it is possible that i would be one of the adults that didnt have a clean room. If my room was till as messy then i mite see if my mom would just come over and clean it for me or if i was married (which hopefully i am at 66) then i will just have my husband clean it for me. Its just a horrible job and i cant stand having to do it. i hate cleaning period, but my room is the worst.

Week 5- Favorite toy

When I was about 4 or 5 I was obsessed with cow stuff. I remember one year for my birthday i got this really cute stuffed animal cow. It was really soft and i took it everywhere with me. I always slept with it and somehow worked in into the scene with the barbies. This one time I was playing with my cow, which i named coco, and the barbies and i pretended that coco was a magical cow that could fly and talk. I can't remember exactly what happened but i do know that my sister was making fun of me and was telling me that i couldnt do that. Well i didnt believe her of course and i ended up slapping her with coco. It all turned out great in the end because i got ot keep playing the way i was and i didnt even get in trouble for hitting my sister. Coco was my everything and meant the world to me. I wouldve been terrified if i had ever lost her. For some reason coco could always make me happy. i dont no if it was her big bulgy eyes or her cute little spots, but she never failed at making me smile. Coco doesnt exactly mean the same to me. I do still have her, but i dont lug her around everywhere like i used to. She still means alot to me and i would be upset if i lost her, but like i said, im just not as obsessed with her.

Week 4- Dear Kiddo

Dear Future Child of Mine,
I hope you find this letter to be exciting or at least a little informing. I am a very energetic person and I love being around people. I 'm a pretty smart person and I hope you grow up to be just as smart or smarter. I want to be a nurse when I get older and hopefully you will pick out a successful career for yourself and achieve all your goals. The world is full of mysteries and adventure, so I really hope you go out and live life to the fullest. I'm going to try and be a fun mom. I don’t want you to tell all your friends that I'm boring or anything. I will try not to be too strict and I will always try to make sure you are happy and things between us are on good terms. Even though I will be protective about certain things you do, I wont overdue it and make it seem like you should live in a bubble your whole life. I hope that you will be able to talk to me like a friend and not as a mother. I want to be able to help you through everything and I don’t want you to be scared to talk to me about anything. I might get annoying at times and say weird stuff but hopefully you can just brush it off and laugh at me. I will love you uncontrollably and I hope you enjoy having me as a mom.

Week 3- I never would have wakened

Like the poem by Ono No Komachi, I have had a dream that i didnt want to wake up from. It was right after my grandpa had died. In my dream it was as if everyone knew that he was going to die in 1 week. Like somehow we got a specific day. and well i spent every day with him that week. I would wake up and go read the comics with him and i just spent all day watchin western movies and talking about the time when he was a prisoner of war. He would tell me new jokes everyday and they had me rolling. But the day before he was supposed to die.. i didnt get to hang out with him. well from what i knew because i woke up. I still havent been able to finish this dream and i wish i could because i really want to no how i seen myself spending the last day with someone that i miss more and more every day.

Week 3- Briggs isn't hear

Yea hes not here and i really have no clue what to write about now. well last weekend was kinda boring but this weekend should be better. I am going to stay the night with my friend Geani and we are going to play guitar hero non-stop until we have to go to her nephews' wrestling meet. I think it will be exciting because it is a whole bunch of little kids wrestling. i mean like 4 year olds. How cute right. So im excited for that. Geani lives like an hour and a half away from me so i dont get to see her much so im really excited to finally get to hang out with her.